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I’ve been told – repeatedly – that I don’t know the whole truth about Patrick because it frightens me. All my life people have told me this. They tell me that deep down I already know the truth, only I’m afraid to “go there” in my waking life. So I’m thinking that my experiences from childhood on up (especially through my dreams) have been trying to force me to face down that fear. My story is very loooong, as these experiences span 26+ years. And PLEASE keep in mind that while I am a skeptic, I am also an open-minded skeptic and I hope anyone reading this will be the same. Until around 10 years ago I didn’t even believe in past lives, much less soulmates and tarot cards. I’m just now warming up to those cards, and the twin flames theories are new to me. It wasn’t until I had my first vision and then started dreaming about living in other eras that I became receptive to all of this. (I really didn’t have a choice). I know that sounds silly coming from a person who admits to having seen a ghost dressed in medieval clothing, fixing the covers at her feet when she was a child. Lol! But… that experience has always haunted me. So please try to understand that what I write here has been long-evolving for 26 years - since I was 7 years old - and that quite a bit has happened over the past year alone; 2006. Also, I don’t 100% believe that every single declaration here is related to Patrick! I am open to the possibility, however. How else is one to learn the truth but to open their mind and question things? On this website, I will mostly be copying & pasting emails between myself and a medium friend.
Update: I have since ceased communicating with the person mentioned above, but am still grateful for her "friendship" at the time. I did learn a lot, most importantly to trust myself a little more. No matter how things turn out in the end, I do believe some people come into - and even leave - our lives for good reason.
Note: A lot of the links on this site will direct you to pages on my old website. Just make sure after you click on a link to return to this website and not continue on the old one. (You might have to scroll down the page a bit, too, to get to the update). Also, EVP's of Patrick and explanations of twin flames are on my Continued Patrick website. That link I'll add below.
CLICK HERE for "In Dreams He Came"
Here are pics to give you a faint idea of what
I mean by Patrick's eyes:
They often have a sort of wild look to them I think, like actor Gerry Butler's eyes when he played Attila. I think they’re blue; icy blue. Oddly enough, years before I saw the color of Patrick’s eyes in a dream, it turns out that I gave the male lead in my first book ice-blue eyes. (I believe that, like Gerry, Patrick’s soul must really be reflected in his eyes. He possesses that intensity as well, I think. A quiet intensity in Patrick's case).
And oftentimes...
... Patrick comes in my dreams incognito, as Neil MacNeill from the old Christy tv series.
(I'll explain that later).
