Tarot Dream
I dreamt that Mom woke me up and stood at the side of the bed. She had tarot cards in her hands, only they were oversized tarot cards. Very large, like the size of a big picture frame. I think she told me the cards had to do with my past life. I can’t remember 2 of the cards, but I do remember one of them. It was a picture of a red-headed woman (high society I think, or very near it) atop a white horse. The horse blanket on the mare was 2 layered; a rusty red and green. The lady sitting on top of the horse was reaching down to the men on the grass below. There were about 4 or 5 of them. One of them had straight black hair and was older than myself; like he was an uncle or something. I remember Mom telling me that that particular card was a Happy card. But I didn’t quite believe her b/c I thought there was a little bit of blood on the card. As if I had just escaped the midst of some battle or something. (Which made me remember that tent dream).
(Note: I’ve been told that this dream might be saying that Patrick IS me; as in he’s my twin flame. I have to say that this makes sense as I think I had RED hair in that PL and Patrick had a WHITE HORSE. In this dream I – the red-headed woman – was on Patrick’s white horse).
Funny Computer/Tarot Dream
I dreamt that a member at a forum I frequent sent me an email or a PM with a message from Patrick. I dreamt that Patrick was sending a message to me through her via the computer. (I’ve had this happen before with my medium friend). Anyway, I vaguely remember it all. Two pictures stood out for me more than anything.
Smilies
In this dream he told her (via the computer) that he wasn’t ever going to reincarnate b/c his last life exhausted him. Lol! I mean REALLY exhausted him. To convey that message he was using smiley faces. I remember 3 animated smilies where at least one of them was one of those smilies dressed like a knight with a sword. Lol! I remember this armored smiley crying theatrically and then basically falling to the ground from exhaustion. Lol!
Castle tarot card
I also remember seeing on her email to me a small tarot card with a castle on it. The card itself was small and kind of narrow. It was also all black and edged in white. The castle on the card had lots of turrets
and it was all white. He said something about me and then about his castle. He was comparing the two. I remember the words “beauty” and “adoring.”
Ghost smiley
The last thing I remember was a ghost smiley and him saying he was watching over me.
I wish I could remember more of the details. It’s just like that dream I had the other night with the oversized tarot cards. There were 3 (or more) cards in that dream, yet I can only recall the one.
Also, before I had that dream I had a man’s name in my head. I HAD to have heard it somewhere. In my dream I heard the name “Steve Bischoff” and then saw a picture of the actor that was in that dragon movie and who played the prince in “A Knight’s Tale.” A while back I taped some of that dragon movie. The other day I was looking for a certain Ghost Hunters episode, etc when I stumbled into that movie on one of my tapes, so… that’s probably why that actor was in that dream. But I’ve no idea who the heck “Steve Bischoff” is. I looked up that name on imdb and on the list of teachers where I work. I HAD to have heard that name somewhere, but so far I haven’t a clue where I heard it. It’s a strange last name.
Also, a few months back I woke up with the name “Trelefeuse” in my head.
February 2, 2007
Dream:
A bunny rabbit, music box and a stranger
While in Austin I had a strange/confusing dream. Mom and I were in the city. We decided to eat our lunch on the sidewalk. I was talking to Mom when a sweet little brown bunny came up to me. It wasn’t at all skittish of me. I was petting it, and while speaking to Mom I realized she was holding my Phantom music box that I got for Christmas. (Note: I’m speaking of my present from Patrick, which as Mom passed that storefront she heard a male voice say – “Stop! Phantom!”) So Mom is holding the music box when I’m aware of a man sitting a few feet away from us. He was wearing brown slacks and a brown plaid shirt. I think he had a backpack next to him, and his hair was straight sandy brown and sort of long; above his shoulders. He was watching and listening to us talk, but not really intruding on our privacy. Ignoring the man, I start to tell Mom that I received an evp the other day that sounded like “Broch Tuaroch.”(Note: I really did get an evp a couple days before which sounded like that. Not sure that’s what it was, but it did sound like it). But then I noticed that there was a sticker on the back of the music box which read, “Broch Tuaroch.” I was so incredibly freaked out. I could not for the life of me even get the words out of my mouth to tell Mom about the evp and what I had just read on the sticker. My throat was tight with emotion and I started balling. I mean I was just emotionally overwhelmed at this point. So overwhelmed that I didn’t really even care that the man sitting a few feet from us could hear and see my crying out of nowhere. After I told Mom about why I was crying, the dream switched gears and turned really stupid – as most dreams are. I started dreaming about Joel and Maggie from the old tv series, Northern Exposure. Lol!
But I’m thinking the man in the dream was Patrick. (I say this b/c the man in the dream reminded me of Dr. MacNeill. He didn’t look exactly like him this time, but he did dress like him and his hair was the same color. His hair was straight and the same length as Patrick’s, too, but not blonde). And this is probably too much thinking on my part, but maybe the man in the dream (Patrick) wore a PLAID shirt on purpose.
(Like the plaid of a tartan). I’m also wondering if this man was Patrick because of the rabbit. (Note: Nat did that reading a while back where Patrick mentioned all those rabbits from our PL, and just a day or two before this dream I came across some Scotland pictures which I saved. My 2 favorites were of a field of purple heather, and a brown rabbit.
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Also, about a month ago I had a strange dream where I was standing inside a deep pit with a white sheet covering it. In other words, I was inside this sort of makeshift tent, and I was eye-level with the ground. In this dream I was seeing lots of things related to Easter, including a brown bunny).
The realist in me says I dreamt about the brown rabbit b/c of the picture I saved, but another part of me says that if the man in my dream was Patrick… then it’s only natural to assume that the bunny was a message from him as well. The next day I looked up “Broch Tuaroch” on the computer. I couldn’t find a translation for it though. I knew it was in the Outlander books, but that’s it. I found out it was a fancy name for Lallybroch, Jamie’s home in Scotland. (I’d forgotten that Lallybroch’s other name was “Broch Turaoch.” Before doing research on the name I just assumed it was a name of one of the castles in the Outlander books).
But if this dream was a visitation, I’m completely clueless as to its meaning.
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Been dreaming about fireworks lately
(Dream dictionary says those represent creativity, talent, and enthusiasm. It said stars represent attainment of goals). In the last dream I was in Mom’s room, only it was upstairs and had windows like in our living room. I vaguely remember Dad talking about a ghost touching him, and something about Elvis? Lol! On the big screen tv was the new Pirates of the Carribean 3 trailer. I looked out the window at fireworks. When they burst in the sky I could see lots of stars. Only when the fireworks are bursting do I see all those stars.
After writing down this dream I decided to try the tarot cards for a change – about the Patrick book I’ve begun but am having difficulty writing. The cards drawn were:
King of Wands
- Powerful man who is accomplished, confident of his own abilities and strong-willed.
- Talent for inspiring others to reach for the stars. (stars were in my dream)
- His imagination can encourage us to strive beyond our personal limits.
- Move forward with confidence in what you are doing.
Nine of Wands
- You have the strength to conquer a particular trial that lies ahead.
- This is not the first challenge we’ve faced, and our resolve becomes stronger with each setback. Those past trials have put us in a stronger position than we may realize.
(Not being the first challenge could be me finishing two books).
- Do not allow yourself to feel stuck; instead, keep your mind on what lies beyond the present impasse.
The Lovers
- Associated with the #6’ the number of harmony.
(I did ask Patrick to help me).
- Choices should not be made lightly, as there is often more as stake than we may realize.
(I told Mom the other day I may never write another book again).
After telling Mom about my stars/fireworks dream and the tarot results, what where we watching on tv but fireworks in “Flight of the Navigator.”
Also, after Mom read the first 3 ½ chapters I’ve written so far of my new story and we were discussing it, on the tv was an infomercial for 80’s music hosted by Air Supply. The song playing was “All out of Love,” which is a song mentioned in Ch.2 of my book. I thought that pretty funny.
Dream:
(4-7-07)
Forgot about this dream. It’s no biggie – hence why I forgot – but if Patrick is involved I write it down:
My sister was asking about the book that I just started writing. She asked if Iain in my story was Patrick. I told her the story is inspired by and loosely based on Patrick, but that Iain isn’t really him. I then told her I have to keep the option open that Patrick could be for her or Mom and not me. After I told my sister this, she just rolled her eyes at me like I was an idiot.
May 22, 2007
Last night I was looking at Scotland pictures on someone’s MySpace Page again. (We had been emailing each other about a pic I made of GB/Scotland). One of the pics I looked at was an old one I had found a while back and saved to our computer. It’s the picture below of the cabin inside a field of lavender:
In my dream this morning I saw that exact picture, and heard a man’s voice. It said something like – “Don’t forget me in my time or in your modern time.” Or... he might have said "Don't forget me in my world or in your modern world."
Also, last night I was perusing one of my new books I just bought. In it someone keeps mentioning lavender. I think there’s going to be a few similarites between that book and Patrick.
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I wasn't even going to mention this, but a few days ago (on May 16th) I wrote this down:
In Old Town Spring, a day or two before my birthday I guess, I was in one of Mom’s and mine’s favorite little shops. I noticed inside a basket were books. There was a division in the middle of the stack and the exposed book cover was a red hardcover titled “You CAN Remember.” The “Can” in the title was in caps or underlined, I think. Of course, it’s obviously a book about studying and retaining memory. At the time I thought to myself how neat it would be if seeing THAT book was a message that I really can remember snippets of that life on my own if only I’d give it a fair chance.
Anyway, a couple days later I was looking at MySpace pages when I saw the title “Remember Me” inside someone’s blog. The lyrics to the song echo the possible message/sign that book was a few days ago. But what makes me REALLY WONDER about it not being just a coincidence is the time they posted it. They posted it at 10:21 pm. So there are those soulmate numbers again that I'm always seeing.
And Mom did mention in her AW that he wished I remembered him. That he tries to "will it" even, but it seems to be beyond his control. Anyway, here’s that ‘Remember Me’ song, posted at 10:21 pm. I'm still not sure it meant anything, but it does echo my dream from last night. And I'm not so sure about the 'hell on earth' lyric. But... I guess what's important here is the main THEME of the song and my dream.
NOTE:
To be honest, I don't know if these coincidences mean anything. I don't go searching for them. They just... appear. I guess all I can do is record them. IF it's true that "there are no coincidences," the least I can do is record them and be openminded about them. They're fascinating if anything.
Here are the lyrics to that song:
Remember Me
Darkness calls and sheds its light on me
It makes me feel like what we had was really nothing at all
Now do you care or am I in this alone
Well maybe I am, oh if I am
Remember me
Remember all the times
All the endless nights
We didn't wanna to see
Oh remember me
and how I made you laugh
Till I made you cry we had everything
Now don't you ever forget
So this is love
It feels like agony
I want you here
Cause the thought of you with someone else is hell on earth
I can't breathe
Knowing that you don't believe
In all that we had
So all that I ask is
Remember me
Remember all the times
All the endless nights
We didn't wanna to see
Oh remember me
and how I made you laugh
Till I made you cry we had everything
Oh don't you ever forget
All of the memories
Of leaving me empty
Oh how I want you here right now
It gets so lonely
I need you to hold me
Everything else just brings me down
Remember me
remember all the times
All the endless nights
we didn't wanna to see
Oh remember me
and how I made you laugh
Till I made you cry we had everything
So don't you ever forget
Never forget, remember me
10:21 PM
Forgot to mention this dream:
Had a dream the other night. The main jest of it was seeing Patrick's eyes. They were a beautiful crystal blue color.
July 7, 2007
Dream:
(Once again, not "forgetting" is mentioned. I just now thought of that).
I won’t go into detail as it didn’t all make sense, but in this dream my sister was telling me that Patrick greeted her on The Other Side. She also smiled, and then told me that Patrick told her that he and myself “never want to forget each other.” (I later realized this echoes that dream and those possible signs from a few weeks ago. Click here to read about them).
He also mentioned 3 female’s names, but I can’t recall what they were. All I remember is seeing a young woman (no older than 30 maybe?) with dark hair and wearing a long white nightgown/shift of some sort.
Margaret/Maggie:
I am sooo glad that these days I write down everything I can recall from possible dreams about Patrick. It dawned on me tonight that “Margaret/Maggie” HAS to have a significance.
Click HERE for the first mention of “Maggie” in a dream.
Click HERE for the second mention of “Maggie” in a dream
But there’s another “Maggie” mention….
Right now I’m writing a book that is loosely based on Patrick. (It’s fiction, btw). But the other day I wrote a chapter where Iain (Patrick in my story), right before he goes off to war, tells his wife to watch over “Margaret” and her children.
I find that so strange that I dreamt about a “Maggie” twice now (that I can recall), and that in my book that is loosely based on Patrick I have him speaking about a “Margaret.”
My sis thinks this Margaret/Maggie was either Patrick's sister or mother... but "sister" came to her first.
And in that one dream “Patrick”…. (who was “Chris” in my dream, which sounds an awful lot like MY name – KRIStin – so that right there reflects twin souls. Lol!)… had to marry “Maggie,” even though he did not want to.
I also wonder if one of the 3 women Patrick mentioned in the dream I had this morning was "Margaret?"
Wow! I am just FASCINATED by this little nugget of gold named “Margaret.” Lol! I love it when things slap me in the face like that, only to realize that that name was staring me in the face all along – only I didn’t see it until now.
Elaine/Twin Flames
(7-7-07)
Last night I had that discovery about “Maggie/Margaret” and now this. This is SO COOL!!!!!!!!! For months I’ve been searching for a new paranormal forum. Well I found one last night that I thought looked interesting. One of the first posts I saw today freaked me out. I think it's so awesome how another person's dream can actually carry a message for someone else (whom they don't even know) as well. This has happened to me a few times. I guess it's true that we all really are connected in the grand scheme of things. Her dream was really awesome. (Mine are usually so boring or just plain weird).
Just read the poster’s dream below:
(Thank you for allowing me to post it here, Elaine)
I have had this in meditation and had the same dream for 3 nights in a row. I was in a room with black and white tiled floor, and the room was calm and inviting too. The room was old and had much old wooded curved furniture and old paintings and stuff. I walked up to the table and someone was present but I never see them, just sence a feeling of togetherness. I pick up a heavy gold cup, similar to the Ace of cups from a tarot deck. A heart is on the front of the cup, and as I pick it up, two blue. flames rise up out of the cup and rise together and spiral up together out of the cup. They form into a beautiful ball of white light and go upwards and disappear. The atmosphere in the dream is one of peace and harmony and the feeling on waking is the same. I look forward to having this dream as I feel it to be a good sign, unless anyone knows different
My reply:
This is too strange. (Although I must admit that over the past 2 years I've become accustomed to "strange" being quite normal. Lol!) When I first read your dream I instantly thought - "Twin Flames." And then I realized that your name is "Elaine."
Backstory, so you'll know what I'm getting at: The book I'm writing right now is loosely based on a spirit I saw when I was 6 or 7 years old. He was fixing the covers at the end of the bed and was dressed in very fancy Medieval/Renaissance attire. Well, over the past 27 years he's (Patrick) come to me in dreams, has given me signs, etc. and I believe he's my twin flame. Well, the book I'm writing right now is based on that and guess what the name of the female lead in my book is - Elaine. Not only that, but the other day I was thinking about describing a dream in my book where you see two flames joining into one.
Can’t say the dream below is Patrick-related, but the 2nd dream mentioned below has opened my mind to it. Also, the emotions in the first dream do echo past dreams I’ve had with Patrick so…. maybe it was something. Not sure, but it doesn’t hurt to write it down.
First Dream:
(July 21, 2007)
Dreamt about King Leonidas last night! (Which was AWESOME, as I never dream about the G-man). It was a little weird. Gerry/Leonidas had just finished kicking some serious butt for hours when he finally meets up with me. He’s about to go down the cliff to the beach below to fight the ultimate bad dude. He and I were taking forever saying our goodbyes to each other. I remember thinking/hoping that the longer his opponent has to wait, maybe he’ll get bored and would leave… Lol!… sparing Leonidas. Well, Leo and I were hugging each other like mad and looking deep into each other’s eyes, knowing it’d likely be the last time we ever see one another. We kept telling each other over and over again that we loved each other. I mean, in this dream we were hopeless. Hopelessly in love that is. I remember looking very deeply into his eyes at one point, and him just staring right back at me. It was like his eyes were communicating a silent message to me. Like he was communicating telepathically, as the words didn’t have to be said to be felt.
Second Leonidas Dream
(July 29, 2007)
Dream with Leonidas/Gerry again. I was speaking to my niece, and in the distance was an old television set. Green countryside was surrounding us. Leo was on the tv, and it was like a live feed coming in. He was going on about “Chrissy” and a rabbit. Lol! When I replied to him, “Who’s Chrissy?” and that I’d never known a Chrissy… he just about rolled his eyes in amazement that I didn’t remember. He told me (telepathically I think) that “Chrissy” was a pet rabbit of mine. A light brown rabbit. He was really annoyed and frustrated with me for not remembering. After he showed his surprise that I didn’t know what he was talking about, I turned toward my niece to explain. I explained to her that he can’t understand why I don’t remember anything about that past life, and that he’s expressed this surprise/frustration before.
By the way… I find it a little odd that in that dream I had a few months ago, there was a brown rabbit that came up to me on the street.
Also… I just remembered how I bought these cute little rabbit trinkets at Hobby Lobby years ago. (This was years before the rabbit stuff started coming up with him). Well, I think I named one of them “Chrissy.” I’m not 100% positive of that b/c this was years ago, but I do think I named one of them “Chrissy.” I bought 3 of them, and I do remember naming the rabbit that’s leaping in the grass something like “Jaq?” And the one sitting down, holding its foot, “Chrissy.”
Dream with my sister/Ireland
I was speaking to my sister at the kitchen table, and she was telling me about Patrick. (In every dream I’ve had about my sister, she’s telling me little things about Patrick; details). Anyway, it’s all a blur but the jest of the dream was that my sister was going on about the Irish, and all during her discourse with me she kept slipping into a foreign accent. It was English or Irish, but as she was speaking to me she had no idea that that was what she was doing. She was just jabbering like crazy, oblivious to the accent taking over her speech. The only other thing I vaguely recall from this dream is a man in a long green robe? I think he had red hair and a long red beard? (Not really sure at all about the red hair/beard).
